i want to be alone… forever
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005celebrated my 21st birthday few days back. was happy to see my frenz celebratin it with me… however deep down inside i felt sad… depressed… very depressed…. cant seem to be myself, the cheerful, bringin laughter to other pple lives….
where m i?
the real me…
im lost… lost in this complicated world…
dun worry abt me ppl, i will be fine… will be.. i cant promise u wen will tat be but hopefully it wont take long. pls i wont need any advice or any form of comfort from u all. im aware tat all of u are concerned abt me. i juz need to be alone.. for a while i hope. alone…. if u noe me well u will noe i will be back on my feet one day. dun ask me wen will tat be coz i dunnoe. wat i noe is this time rd i might take a longer time. a longer time than before to recover.. a longer time…. a much longer time…..
hopefully i will put on a smile back onto my face soon n bring laughter to all of u, my frenz… meanwhile take good care of urself.
